I'm so fucking hacked off right now. Sooooo much wanna rip someone's head off.

A certain 'friend' of mine, yeh she's always been unreliable and I'm aware of that. But funny how she only ever seems to have her own interests at heart and doesn't care if we've been friends since we were babies (yeh, she brings that up EVERYTIME she's pissed).
So tonight I'm meant to be going out for a friend's night out as she left the Millie's crew. She was making sure, even texting me last night, that I met her at 6.30 at the shop so we could go to Mica's and get ready. I was all up for it, yeh should be fun and she did promise me she wasn't going to get legless and abandon me for some random guy like she did the last time we went out (not a good night...).

Today I prepared myself and what not, sent a text after four telling her the bus I was getting and what they were gonna do for grub. She never text back immediatly and I figured fair enough she's at work.
I went to have my shower, started getting ready and half way through I get a text from her saying she ain't going she's too ill from last night.

excuse me...?

I ask her when the hell she was gonna tell me and her excuse was that she was sleeping and being sick all day. I'm sorry. Is that my problem? Is it too much to ask that you spend a measley TWO MINUTES out of the whole day to text me and let me know you couldn't go? No it's not. So get a life and start using your fucking brain instead of being so idiotic!! Why can't you go on a night out, knowing you have another night out afterwards, control how much you drink so you're stable enough for the next night?
Or what I'd really want, is for you to hold up your promises. Cause to be honest, I do a fair bit for our friendship, but you seem to just throw it down the pan whenever a guy or drink is in offer.

Knowing my luck she'll somehow see this. And to be frank I don't care. I've put up with it for too long and I'm sick of it. I want the old friend back who didn't give two wollies about guys and was just up for a sleep over and a good ol' chat. I don't like who you've become, and now there's no point in hiding it.

Fuck you. Get over yourself. You're gorgeous, you don't need to make yourself orange to attract a guy, that only attracts the arse holes who TREAT YOU LIKE SHITE. If you were so hurt by someone and you don't want to do the same to others, then why stoop yourself so low? Yeh you only live once, but this is just fucking ridiculous.

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